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Weekend Writing Prompt #93

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Her truth preyed on her existence. Despite all efforts, her life has become monotonous monotones and irritating interactions. Nothing felt “normal”. Nothing felt fulfilling. She was “elsewhere” in her soul. Today, she felt the blanket lift. There’s a greater sense of ease with each rise and fall of her lungs. Her grief loosened it’s grip, as she retreated to a park bench. Details have become more defined, and a hopeful horizon echoed around her.

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The Best is Yet to Come

Her biggest heartache isn’t that she doesn’t have a great life;

Her biggest heartache is the life she keeps within her mind as if her “now” shows nothing in her favor.

Her biggest heartache is this image she’s holding onto, instead of embracing what she has.

Time has transformed so much, and that’s what time does best.

Trust your journey sweet moonchild;

It’s changing you for the better;

And the best is yet to come ❤️

©️2019mynamastè365online

Solidarity Award Acceptance Post 🌺

Thank you Ms Mel, the author of Crushed Caramel, for nominating me for this amazing award. It warms my heart that you feel my content deserving. I’m not going to have time to answer questions or nominate; however, I wanted to say thank you from the bottom of my heart 💛💙💛💙

The purpose of my blog is to provide valuable resources to the public regarding mental health. In addition, I hope to provide thought-provoking content that challenges my readers, and posts that restore hope. I love writing, and I passionately believe mental health is of most importance.

My goal was to simply start a blog, with this one specialized area. I hadn’t any idea what I was doing, when I started ; but, this community wrapped me in it’s arms as if I belonged here anyway. I feel I’ve grown as a writer, and with each additional follower, I’m so humbled. I never dreamed I’d have this many followers.

My advice for new bloggers would be don’t force yourself to write. The synchronization of vibrations and God’s timing has inspiration waiting just for you. You will KNOW when it’s time to write, for the ideas will flow like a cool spring stream. The story will glide across the keyboard and imprint into your heart. Trust me, it’s how the most tender stories are born. You will surprise yourself with what you create; I guarantee it.

Solidarity, to me, represents a unity of two or more individuals who support the same cause. This award symbolizes our community and the mutual respect and appreciation we have for one another. Against all odds, despite all difference, apart from every other area of our lives, we are a member of one totally badass community. Truly, for this, I am deeply honored.

Nova©️2️⃣0️⃣1️⃣9️⃣

#NDRW- #30

Today’s Random Word: Gardyloo. 

This is actually a Scottish term, but it sounds really nifty! The definition is a funny and gross one; this is what people living in Edinburgh shouted out their windows as a warning before dumping their slop buckets out of their windows. At least they gave a little bit of a warning to those below!

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing.

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#NDRW – #25

Today’s Random Word: PATTERN

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing.

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#NDRW – #17

Today’s Random Word: Imaginatively

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing.

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Year in 6 words

The evening of December 23rd is upon us. Where has this year gone? It’s true, what they say, the older you get, the faster time goes.

As I sit here reflecting on this year, I am in awe of what a single year can do. Not only what it can do but that it’s time I’ll never get back.

I can say I’ve had my highest of highs, as well as, my lowest of lows in 2018. The words that come to mind when I think of this year are

  • Patience– My daughters are of ages that require so much more patience. I didn’t always have it. Many experiences this were “first time”s. Those required extra patience as everyone involved adjusted.
  • Hope– This saves me every time. I know what I’ve been through. I know there’s an ending to all beginnings. I know that hope is the only thing that produces results sometimes. I’m thankful for the instances where I recognized I was losing hope and others reminded me.
  • Faith– This walks hand in hand with hope. It’s the belief that the truths you hope for will come to be. Faith brings it to be. (Which leads me to my next word)
  • Be– Be … in the moment, not mentally worrying about the past, not fretting about the future, mentally be where you are. Phones have become a horrendous distraction. I’m going to work on this next year. Along with “being “, I was able to accept what is as what is. Wether I liked it or not. Sometimes, that’s what I need, to learn to accept rather than manipulate (obviously unintentionally but yes that’s what I’m doing) to have things done for my pleasure. Being also teaches patience. It allows me to choose in each moment how I feel. It can remove the path of negativity or grief in my mind.
  • Consistent– Wow, where to begin? Consistency is essential for my life, as hypercritical as that is sometimes. I’ve learned the messages of consistent or inconsistent. I’ve learned how that defines a person and have adjusted relationships because of it. It’s so under appreciated, and I know I will always appreciate that blessing.
  • Laughter– The endless joys of my girls. So many times we spent laughing and tickling. I’ve discovered new comedians that were-are actually funny. I have a special memory of watching one comedy special with my love.

I think these are most symbolic. What about you? When you think about this year, what terms come to mind? What thoughts do you associate with them?

I’d love to read your feedback:)

#NDRW- #12, 13, & 14

Today’s random word: owl

Saturday’s random word: Slideshow

Friday’s random word: plank

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing.

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Broken Glass

Looking past the broken glass,

That frightened her sacred heart,

She could see the possibilities,

Her chance of a fresh new start.

She could see the sun rising,

Welcoming her to this day,

Everything appears more vibrant,

Glowing delightfully from the rays.

Life didn’t feel as heavy,

a burden no one could bare,

She didn’t feel so lonely,

As if there wasn’t a soul who cared.

Lookin past the broken glass,

She allowed herself to dream,

A happier life, simple pleasures,

And garden oasis as far as the eyes could the see.

Nova ©️2018

#NDRW- #10

Today’s random word: sweater

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing. 

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Behind the Scenes – Finishing ’18

I’ve got a few pieces in “draft”, that I want to give excessive time. If my posts seem few, it’s for this reason. My “heart” work is yet to come ❤️ I can’t wait until I can publish them.

#NDRW- #6

Today’s random word: PAUSE

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing. 

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Village of Everwood

I would walk a hundred miles to see these gorgeous snow capped mountains. They are mesmerizing in the winter. Every December, they appear iridescent from the village colored lights below. The town is called Everwood. It’s only a population of twelve thousand people. Though small, it’s a wonderfully supportive and close knit community. 

” Everything looks magnificent! “, I thought to myself.  This place holds an aura that’s extra inviting, twice as romantic, and just a place for families to gather. Down in town, residence stroll merrily along the  trail, snapping pictures and trying all the samples from the shops.

The huge store windows were slightly  covered with drifting snow. Wreaths of holly leaves and berries hung in the center. In the ledge of bigger store windows sat those old fashioned candle with the holders. Images of children running around and mothers hovering to keep kids safe were around every corner. 

Mr Phillips owned the town Quick N’ Shop. He’s the fifth generation in his family to manage the grocery store. Just last December, his aged 96 year old father caught pneumonia and passed. It was the dark cloud that fell over the hot,I day season. This year, in his father’s memory, Mr Phillip is handing out hot chocolate with  an assortment of muffins. That’s how the people here lived, doing the best they can with what they have. 

 

To be continued ➖

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#NDRW – #5

Today’s random word: SPIRAL

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It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing. 

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#NDRW- #4

Today’s random word: DYNAMOELECTRICAL

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

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#NDRW- #3

Today’s random word: DATE

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Concept: To write everything and anything that comes to mind about the Daily Random Word.

It can be incomplete thoughts listed, a short story, a personal story, personal reflection, memories, whatever you want it to be. The idea is to get everything out. Once you’ve done that, you can return to these posts and use the ideas in your writing. 

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Introduction

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Hiya:

I’ve enjoyed participating in many different “daily” activities here on WP. Each prompt has challenged me to research, create, think, and construct. As a writer, I feel a need to say THANK YOU for those of you who manage one of these “daily”. I’ve grown as a writer because of you.

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MoonChild & Her Wolves

MoonChild has family roots that tie her to The Sioux Native Americans. She doesn’t live a lifestyle similar to her heritage; however, she respects and practices the basic fundamental truths.

One cold Friday night, Moonchild heard a noise outside her living room window. She’s never had issues with intruders; but, there’s a first time for everything. She grabbed her rifle, tucked in a locked box, behind her bedroom door, and stepped out onto her porch.

“Hello? Who’s out there?”, She shouted, with her rifle ready to fire. Being a single mom of two daughters, she was always ready to fight and protect.

She heard no response. She repeated the question, ” Hello?! I know you’re close. Come out into the light and no one gets hurt!”

Suddenly, she heard little whimpers.

“Huh??” She uttered.

Slowly, she made her way down the steps, and noticed several pawprint tracks in the snow. Her heart sunk; “Oh my!” She thought to herself. Whatever animal was close, couldn’t be very big. The prints explained that much.

She slowly stepped off the last step, and moved toward the direction of the prints. The moon was full, a beautiful blue and lit up the snow.

Just around the backside of her tool shed, huddled in a hole dug in the far right corner, where a beautiful pack of cold baby wolves.

She stared for a moment, then fell to her knees. Slowly, to not spook the babies, she sat on her heals and waited. MoonChild knew wolves were loyal to thier pack. If they were here, it’s highly likely adults of the pack were close.

The waiting turned into twenty minutes, and the North Dakota snow drift, especially this time of night at this time of year, is deadly. As if these precious babes understand her concern, they slowly made their way toward her. Sniffing first, to endure safety, one by one, they circled her.

She continued to be still, intuitively realizing she felt their trust. After another ten minutes, they were bouncing on and licking her.

Quickly, she gathered her precious pups, and hurried inside. They surely needed food and water.

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Gift of yourself 🎄

Hear is love for you:

Love Yourself so that you RECOGNIZE alone isn’t LONELY

You are OK… being alone with your badass self!

You are OK being at home, on your day off, decorating for Christmas, catching up on that book list you’ve been wanting to read, watching the makeup tutorials or moving around your place.

Recognize alone means you are doing life for you! You’re OK with quiet, you’re OK with your thoughts, who you are, comfortable with just as things are…

Being alone means you are single… Putting yourself first… Embracing your talents and interests, investing and promising to yourself. You are nurturing and guiding yourself to a higher self.

You decide your looks. You decide your morals and believes… All that does and /or doesn’t matter. You create your life, who you are. No one lives your life ; no one else is going to walk your steps… No one else will deal with your consequences. Your life is YOURS!

That’s the beginning of being comfortable, whether you’re with someone or not. That’s the beginning of the journey, because it’s you coming to know who you are. As you continue to travel that road, you realize that power of choice.

The rest of us don’t need to know, you are not in need of our validating… You only need one… YOURS! You first must embrace your confidence within yourself, for your life.

NOW…..

Being lonely is an Emptiness… It has absolutely NOTHING to do with relationship status. There are celebrities that are the loneliest. They’re committing suicide because money isn’t satisfying the human need of “purpose”. Loneliness is a character trait, alone is a status.

When you’re lonely, something is missing… And you’re always trying to fill that void with something temporary.

Being lonely means you feel a need… But, hear this, that need is ONLY what’s within yourself. You will NEVER fill that need from an external source. You were created an original, from a blueprint created by The Most High… Stitched together is a beautiful collection of strengths and flaws, attributes and blessings, thoughts, talents, and stories that only you can give.

The life of loneliness is confusion and ashamed of self, astranged peace of mind, Munipulation, brokeness, judgements and bitterness…. Loneliness is a mental place…

And it’s your place… Unless you choose to redecorate.

Walking

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I’m in a new season of life. I don’t feel strong; I don’t feel emotionally capable of sounding ok or writing about all the positivity I have been. The very idea of positivity sounds patronizing to me right now…. But I’m just hurting…. And with hurt comes grief and anger.

What’s going on?

I’m walking… In an opposite direction, alone. I don’t want to, and I don’t know how long I’ll feel this way. I do know that the road feels bleek. The ugliest shades of winter and gray, overcast and cold. Sounds so depressing just to think about. I hope along the way, a front porch light turns on, and a friend will welcome me in. That won’t erase my reality, but it will brighten it.

Walking away is difficult, or everyone would be doing it… Ha, then we’d all look like the apocalypse with aimless wonderers contesting normality and questioning sanity. If that were the case, at least we’d keep each other out from traffic.

I’m walking in the opposite direction, because I’m not happy. I’m walking in the opposite direction because change won’t come unless I make it. I’m walking in the opposite direction in hopes that my message is loud and clear, even if I’m not certain what that is, or if there’s one or multiple.

I am intelligent. I know patterns define the character of a person. I know that I feel heavy, with sadness, rage, confusion, and a million questions. How could I expect myself to walk any road with all of that? Why would I? What’s the point? Life wasn’t made to be lived in such a condition.

Truths are staring me in the face, and they’re painful. It’s a part of life we all expierence, some of us on multiple occasions. I’ve read that pain doesn’t stop until you learn the lesson. That makes sense. The lessons right now are pivotal to my happiness. The truths in what I’m expierencing are evident to me, and quite possibly only me. It’s up to me to stop the insanity… So I changed directions and started walking.

3, 2, 1 Quote Me Tag: Health

Thanks must be given to such a great blogger, Sadje, Keep It Alive, for tagging me in this fun 3, 2, 1 Quote Me Tag! I love quotes!

Rules: 3.2.1 Quote Me!

Thank the Selector

Post 2 quotes for the dedicated Topic of the Day.

Select 3 bloggers to take part in ‘3.2.1 Quote Me!

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There is agreement among science, medicine and metaphysics that certain frequencies can repel disease, and certain frequencies can destroy disease. Herein lies the link between frequency (vibration) and health. Everything in nature vibrates at different frequencies. In fact quantum physics describes the universe as nothing more than vibrating strings of energy! Scientific research has shown that different parts of our bodies have their own sonic signature. In other words the sound of the cells of your heart differs from the sound of the cells of your kidney. “~ Dawn James

This quote was taken from a post this super cool blog! Be sure to check out out:)

It’s incredible what we are capable of, and many are so unaware of it! Different specialized areas of Science have proven that vibrations can heal our bodies. They have proven that we are more than matter, collective in a form we recognize, in a certain frequency. Our health is affected by the frequencies around us.

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When you FEEL healthy and vital and alive and prosperous…  you attract more of all those things. – Abraham-Hicks

This quote was posted on a super cool page that provides spiritual food for the soul. Check it Out HERE 🙂

You can learn more about the Abraham-Hicks, Laws of Attractions HERE

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Here are my 3 Tags:

  1. It’s My Life
  2. V.J. Knutson
  3. Ricardo Sexton

#FOWC: Catch-Up

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Viola Royal enjoys every second of her job. The emporium is a fascinating place, divided into spaces for advanced science and engineering displays. The upper floor is designated reading material and manuscripts to guide astrology students. She has always used the stars to rid her soul of negative energy. One evening, shortly after the last of the visitors left, Viola sat at the top of the spiral staircase.

The porium tabbies were close by, clawing books, climbing bookcases, and rolling around playing with one another. Thankfully there’s nothing of real danger to them here. When she was hired, there were five four-legged friends that kept visitors company. As of last week, that number had climbed to over a dozen. As adorable as they are, Viola can’t seem to figure from where they come.

Neighborhood individuals must stop by, determined not to disrupt anyone, dumps them and vanishes, without a trace. Thankfully, she truly enjoys each one. She doesn’t have pets at home. She’s not married, and she hasn’t a mother. She also doesn’t have anyone else who needs her. It’s actually welcoming to have something begging for her affection. The adorable faces, little sniffles and sneezes, the snuggles and purrs are heartwarming on the coldest of days. Each little blessing tears at her heart, but it seems that represses with each leg rub and lap visit.

You can check out Fandango’s One Word Challenge here:D

Reality

Being honest, real, and open is my first step toward healing. When I reference “healing”, I mean from any degree of pain, in any area of health, within my life.

Allowing pain to teach me has only blossomed my character, and it’s prevented repeating occurrences of the same issue. I’m open minded to such teaching, because I refuse to decay into this crippling, bitter, and lonely woman who takes life for granted.

My reality right now, is I’m not OK. I’m heartbroken. I’m cold. I’m an emotional mess. My heart can’t handle any more hurt. I battle depression…. I do so much more successfully, though.

This is when my mental health journey began.

Since, I’ve grown by leaps and bounds. Right now, self care, is pivotal… But, so is accepting not being OK. If I can’t accept what is, I will never be anything more.

50 utterly random things about ME😂

  1. I can’t stand wet sand.
  2. I wash dishes from left to right.
  3. My bed is in the corner of my bedroom.
  4. I don’t have any allergies.
  5. I love most genres of music.
  6. Fushias, Daffodils, and Tiger Lilies are my favorite.
  7. I’ve tried Oyster and Lamb before.
  8. I’ve been to Alaska.
  9. My favorite animals are stingrays and turtles.
  10. I have an electronic toothbrush.
  11. I have an upstairs apartment.
  12. I played the sax and clarinet in school.
  13. I grew up in the country.
  14. I’m scared of heights.
  15. I’ve never tried any drug or cigarettes.
  16. I know how to ride a bike.
  17. I’ve never lived outside Ohio.
  18. My biological dad and I have recently started talking again.
  19. I love thick raspberry chocolate cheesecake.
  20. I own a laminate machine.
  21. Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday.
  22. I had one dog growing up.
  23. I had an upstairs bedroom.
  24. I own 3 different pair of glasses.
  25. I love chocolate with most things, especially nuts.
  26. I can’t stand tomato juice.
  27. I idolize Princess Diana.
  28. I’m an 8.5 size shoe.
  29. I fit into the same earings I wore in high school.
  30. I didn’t play any sports.
  31. I love red and pink wine.
  32. My home has rugs, not carpeting.
  33. I have lavender scented toilet paper.
  34. I’ve been married 2x before.
  35. I’ve recently watched “Sing” (super cute!)
  36. Some of my favorite TV shows are Chicago Med, Greys Anatomy, and The Good Doctor.
  37. Old places fascinate me.
  38. My heritage stems from Great Britian, Wales, and France.
  39. I have a PreKindergarden Teaching degree.
  40. I don’t have upper wisdom teeth but still have bottom.
  41. I love watching people (especially when they sleep).
  42. I’m 5ft 5 inches tall.
  43. My mother is my hero.
  44. I think of my pap when I hear coo-coo clocks.
  45. Some day I want a yard of fruit trees.
  46. I don’t know how to ice skate.
  47. I’ve been in the Macys Thanksgiving Day Parade.
  48. I’ve been on Maury Povitch.
  49. Both my kids weighed 8+lbs at birth.
  50. I really don’t know if I’m that interesting? Haha

Invisible Ink

I’m an open book; I’ve never had a poker face.

I can’t take superficial, I can’t hide what I don’t like.

I’m opinionated, straightforward, and real…

But, the personal chapters in my life are written

In such a language, only I can teach.

Such a departure from my lips, is a gift…

So few recognize.

Affirmative 🌺 #6

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This is essential to the balance of life. If, in any one area of life, there is extra “weight”, the entire figure will tip and possibly hurt. Emotional pain, physical injury, spiritual warfare… Everything we are is connected to its pieces, and our energy is connected to others.

This is apart of self-care, letting go. Toxic relationships, guilt, anger, bad habits… You deserve balance and peace of mind. You do. Only you can gift that to yourself, though.

Error has occurred

Imperfection is a piece of our character. It’s OK to mess up. It’s OK to make mistakes, even if it hurts others or creates discomfort. Messing up is apart of nature.

I am learning to love others, despite their flaws. I’m learning to love myself from the same light. I should know how to do this already; it should be a natural reaction.

It’s not. I didn’t grow up with acceptance, not from myself… Not from my parents. I didn’t know what it felt like. Because of that, I felt I had no identity…. No voice. I didn’t grow up feeling safe enough to make mistakes, and learn. I didn’t grow up making my own choices to possibly make mistakes.

Yes, that prevented a great deal of discomfort in my parents’ lives, but it significantly hindered mine. I wasn’t prepared for the real world.

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Conversation Starter anyone?

The Haunted Wordsmith ended up on a conversation starter website, and I’ve mentally noted to monitor her browsing (haha, just kidding)!

From the site, she pulled 20 questions. I’m listing those and my answers below :

  1. What movie would be “improved” if it was turned into a musical?
  2. What is the weirdest thing you have ever found on someone else’s blog?
  3. Have you ever been scared by a kid’s movie?
  4. If you were arrested, what would others assume you had done?
  5. What is the most ridiculous fact you know?
  6. What is one unwritten rule where you work/used to work?
  7. What is the best type of cheese?
  8. If blogs were food, which food best represents your blog?
  9. What conspiracy would you like to start?
  10. What fictional character would you like to hang out with for a day?
  11. When you fart in public, do you blame others?
  12. What fictional character would be the most boring to meet in real life?
  13. What is the worst thing that has happened in your kitchen?
  14. If you could swap places with a fictional character for a day, who would it be and why?
  15. How much money would it take for you to give up a vice?
  16. What three items would you take to a deserted island that had plenty of food, fresh water, and a cabin?
  17. Which fictional couple would you like to break up the most?
  18. When you see someone yawn, do you yawn?
  19. What is something you used to think was true, but then found out it wasn’t?
  20. Have you ever misheard song lyrics? Is yes, which one and what did you think it was?

My answers:

  1. Pocahontas
  2. Considering I haven’t been a long time blogger, nothing “super weird” stands out.
  3. I have yes, E.T.!
  4. They would assume I burglarized the coffee shop.
  5. There are more empty houses than homeless people in the United States.
  6. I really can’t answer that.
  7. The absolute best type of cheese is colby jack.
  8. If my blog were a food, it would be trail mix.
  9. I would say, our justice system is ” guilty unless chosen innocent “.
  10. I would want to hang out with Timon & Pumba.
  11. I don’t fart and tell. No one has ever heard me….. Ever.
  12. I guilty don’t think any of them would be boring.
  13. I hit the handle of a skillet full of freshly finished dinner. It flew everywhere.
  14. I would swap places with Rafiki because he’s wise and knows everything that’s happening.
  15. I have absolutely no idea.
  16. I would take my two girls and my boyfriend before any “item”.
  17. Hook and Emma Swan.
  18. I don’t immediately, but eventually lol.
  19. That I was to difficult to love.
  20. I used to do this all the time. My older sister would get such a laugh. I can’t remember any certain song.

Enjoying the Season

Took a trip out into scenery this morning. It couldn’t have been more than 40 degrees, but the trip was well worth it!

This is Lakewood, a suburb of Cleveland. These pictures are of Lakewood Park. It’s a gorgeous and family friendly, clean and great area for picnics, exercises, summer fun and relaxation! It’s one of my favorite hideaway areas.

Self (me) 💗

Happiness looks good on me. It’s a brand new makeup look. It’s a solid 3 hour nap. It’s the perfect lighting of a selfie, and a favorite song playing. It’s a Saturday night doing nothing, but refalling in love with your life. It’s feeling sexy and smiling at the unspoken secret behind a picture. It’s a natural high of incense burning, the one that reminds me of him. It’s feeling thankful that I’ve learned to be content with what I have… And it’s from the hardships that taught me such. It’s the satisfaction of satisfying hunger… It’s the vabrato of hair standing , sexy, and extremely talented singers… It’s the gratitude for the memories that visit… It’s opened windows in November, and a pain in my chest because I feel so much more than I know what to do with… It’s choosing to give… It’s choosing to love… And smile.

It’s choosing to live💙

Thanksgiving Tag

November and Thanksgiving are two of my favorite things:D Everything from the gorgeous colored leafs to the crisp cool air, and football games and oh so delicious food! Laughter and family, hot chocolate, and amazing hot baths… there’s a million things of which to be thankful, so I’m starting a tag, so we all can share.

Rules:

1. List your thankful ABC.

2. Add one theme clip art to your post.

3. Tag 3 people who’d you hope would participate.

Thankful ABC:

  • Animals
  • Blankets
  • Calculators
  • Daughters
  • Eye shadow
  • Fridays
  • Gloss
  • Help
  • Intelligence
  • Justice
  • Knitted socks
  • Looks of desire
  • Mistakes
  • New Apps
  • Opened curtains
  • Pumpkin pie
  • Questions
  • Rain
  • Sunshine
  • Toast
  • Upsized French Fries
  • Velazquez
  • Water
  • Xoxoxo
  • Yays
  • Zippers

Those I’d hope would play

  1. Mom Life With Chiari
  1. Simply Chronically ILL
  1. McWritestuff

Affirmative 🌺 #5

Preset: Stand up tall. Place yourself infront of a mirror. Repeat after me.

” I am no longer going to live in fear, speak negatively about myself and others, blame myself for past mistakes, downplay my abilities and talents, cheat myself, lie to myself, live in denial, and feel guilty for things that are not my fault. I will not procrastinate, worry about things I have no control over, and suffocate my feelings and emotions. I will not put roadblocks in my path, make excuses, put myself down, fail to try, allow others to decide for me, lack accountability, and spew negativity out into the vibration of energy connected to my life. I will not sit in pity, expect nothing to change, and blame others for my choices. Instead, I am going to love myself, first! I’m going to give myself unconditional love, mercy, grace, and respect … Because I deserve it. ”

– by build your confidence

(Uploaded to pinterest by 💕Jasmine💕)