Sometimes we’re not ok.
Sure, this sounds like a complete 180 degrees, in aura, than that of my previous post, because it is.
When you’re heart breaks, especially an #INFJ, these emotional swings are severe. Everything is so deep… And so intense…
Right now, I’m not ok. I’m not. I’m experiencing a great sense of abandonment.
My birth mother left. My adoptive mother disowned me. My husband committed suicide. My ex pushed me away. Another disappeared and got married. Another forgot who I was and has seemed to so easily let me go. I feel it’s a great struggle to remember self value when you feel so thrown out by so many. I feel it’s so hard to trust when I don’t know who’s going to stay and who’s going to abandon me.
I’m not sure what to do with this. It’s scary because I though I’d never be back in this position.
((((Big sad face))))