” The long time coming ” has arrived, and it’s shaken me to the core. I’ve never felt so alone, hurt, conflicted, scared, and numb as I do right now.
The truth is what’s best for me; but, the truth is causing me the most pain, right now, though. I don’t know what to do with any of this.
A single decision changed everything. I fought so hard to hold on. That was the problem the entire time, my giving and expecting little. It’s exactly how I ended up, empty handed. When I drained myself of all I had, and I felt the emptiness no one in a relationship should feel, what’s left to do?
He doesn’t remember me. I am not loved by him. I’m not valued as equally as his family. I can’t handle that.
The tides are changing again. It’s truly time I put myself first, and for my girls. I’ll never let another relationship feel so one sided again. I’m worth so much more.
Please keep in contact with me. I’m going to need the support.