I need you guys right now 💕

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When love hurts, … and the truth is right in your face… You question where the fuck did it come from, and more importantly, how did you miss it? Surely there were signs… or maybe this IS the first “red flag”. It’s brilliant vibrant red… dripping blood from the would he tore wide open… Ass doesn’t even see it.

When you instinctively set your standard, when their reaction is some twisted illusion of what they feel is a “ bigger issue “, making it seem youre the problem… making it seem as if your behavior is the reason why they hurt you… as if you deserve it…

When they tell you to go, they best thing you can do is go. When they tell you this reason or have that reason why they changed their mind to see you… when you feel your stand on a matter was completely disregarded… and you feel his visits are conditioned to his “ term and conditions”…

I know my truths. I know my loyalty to my truth is stronger than my love to a man that has a reason on standby to not come see me…. having gone through this past month as we have…

You give your fuckin silence!!

That’s your power.

You control your life, your silence frees you from all and any of their influence.

You WIN.

Please drop hugs in the comments. Ty💕

18 Comments Add yours

  1. It probably is hard to see it right now, but it’ll be alright ❤ It's okay to cry in front of the babies, in fact, it shows them that people hurt and crying is okay. Just don't let the pain overshadow everything else! ❤ You do have those who love you ❤

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    1. Nova says:

      Thank you so much 💕

      Liked by 1 person

  2. Excessive & Composed says:

    Sending all the hugs. It’s okay your baby saw you cry. People aren’t invincible, even super mamas like you 💕

    Liked by 1 person

  3. Sadje says:

    Lots of love and hugs. Stay your strong self. 🤗 🤗 🤗

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  4. simplywendi says:

    I am very sorry……..but, there is someone out there who is going to love you the right way for all the right reasons…………

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    1. Nova says:

      I can’t see past any of this right now.

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      1. simplywendi says:

        I understand…………I am so sorry.

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  5. The Eclectic Contrarian says:

    I’m sorry.

    Liked by 3 people

    1. Nova says:

      Thank you 💙 I’m so grateful for your comments.

      Liked by 1 person

  6. Biggest hugs! You will be alright. It takes time and healing sucks! But you get through it and end up stronger.

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    1. Nova says:

      Thank you 💕

      Liked by 1 person

  7. Paula Light says:

    You know it. You are a warrior example for your girls! I wish I’d been one. Too little too late. But things turned out okay. 💖💖💖

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    1. Nova says:

      My littlest saw me cry hard today. She came over and put her hands on my shoulders. I hope they don’t see brokenness with tears.

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      1. Paula Light says:

        Tears can be cleansing too ✨

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        1. Nova says:

          They can. I just want them to see me as a good and loving role model.

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        2. They will see you as a good and loving role model with the tears. Our children need to see us cry. And they need to see us hit our knees asking for help through the tears. You got this!! 🤗🤗🤗

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        3. You know I’m here if you need to chat

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