Month: May 2018

Now

❤️ Let that sink in, for a minute. You don’t know when it’s “your time”. In fact, you started dying just moments after you were born. Every second, minute, hour, day, week, month, year up till, “now”, was always “right now”… You didn’t see it as “yesterday”, because you don’t live in it. You don’t…

Dear…

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Lost & Found

Finish the Story: ” I felt lost but also didn’t want to be found.” she wrote in her journal. She, then, closed the book and looked up and glanced at the framed picture of herself, with Max, she had hung on the wall. Four years has passed since that horrific July night; but, Laura felt…

L.o.v.e

  Love: L = Listening to understand Learning to compromise Letting your guard down Loading up days with commitment And effort. O = Offering emotional, physical, and Financial support. Opening your heart to be vulnerable and real. Occupying yourself alone when boo is busy. Optimizing the strengths of one another. V = Visiting mistakes to…

World of Difference

💭World of Difference I believe the sequence of events in my life has lead me to right where I am. The right decisions, the poor choices, hard consequences, every small victory, broken relationship, and road block. My past, well equipped with both successful and failed moments, is how I am here today. …. No matter…

When the Day is Done

When the day is done, momma, and you just collapse from it all; it’s ok. You’ve just spent another 24 hours feeding, changing, chasing, teaching, loving, leading little lives down the road of May 16, 2018. God knows it takes mighty strength to do it again and again. Up early, preparing meals, arranging appointments, day…

Letter to My Momma💗

Dear Momma: Happy Mother’s Day Darling! It’s so incomprehensible that I am older than you were when you passed away. It’s not fair. I’ve needed you dozens upon dozens of time over the last five years… But, life isn’t fair. Though you’re not here, I feel you live through me. I am your only daughter…

Tumbling

His heart was racing, at least a million times per second. His entire body felt like it was covered with a six foot layer of cement. As he reached out to grab ahold of something, anything, his hands flapped wildly. There wasn’t anything to touch. There wasn’t anywhere. He struggled to breathe, anxiety and the…

Closer

To be self-reliant, independent, and together is utterly attractive. To enjoy children, display chivalry, and work hard is utterly attractive. To respect privacy, implement trust, and provide encouragement is utterly attractive. To be thought-provoking, strong, and vulnerable is utterly attractive. BUT To not be needed is just damn sexy!

Live the Moments

Enjoy every moment. They go by so fast. I can’t agree with this statement. Some moments are not very “Enjoyable”! No matter what we would do, could do, should or shouldn’t do… That’s the inevitable: some moments will just plain suck! A statement I do agree with; a statement I try to always remember… Is…

Good Morning

Hello Everyone=} It’s Monday! How is everyone feeling? Positive? Hungover? Chipper? Whatever you are, remember that you are alive! That’s a gift. Some individuals are fighting to stay alive. I’m super excited because today will be a “First” for Zivah. I bought her a ticket to see Pee-Wee’s Big Adventure in the nearby theater. I’m…

End

She stares. She cries. Over, and over, and over. The endless insanity of questions is breaking her with every cycle. Her focus is repeating her memories, trying to figure out where things went wrong. Everything in such an abrupt end feels like a terrible dream. She stares but she doesn’t see what’s in front of…